Part 4. Chapter 23. Частина 4. Розділ 23.

Vronsky's wound had been a dangerous one, though it did not touch the heart, and for several days he had lain between life and death. The first time he was able to speak, Varya, his brother's wife, was alone in the room. "Varya," he said, looking sternly at her, "I shot myself by accident. And please never speak of it, and tell everyone so. Or else it's too ridiculous." Without answering his words, Varya bent over him, and with a delighted smile gazed into his face. His eyes were clear, not feverish; but their expression was stern.

"Thank God!" she said. "You're not in pain?" "A little here." He pointed to his breast.

"Then let me change your bandages." In silence, stiffening his broad jaws, he looked at her while she bandaged him up. |||||çenesini||||||||| En silence, raidissant ses larges mâchoires, il la regarda pendant qu'elle le bandait. When she had finished he said:

"I'm not delirious. Please manage that there may be no talk of my having shot myself on purpose." Je vous en prie, faites en sorte qu’il ne soit pas question de m'être tiré une balle exprès. " "No one does say so. Only I hope you won't shoot yourself by accident any more," she said, with a questioning smile. "Of course I won't, but it would have been better…" And he smiled gloomily.

In spite of these words and this smile, which so frightened Varya, when the inflammation was over and he began to recover, he felt that he was completely free from one part of his misery. ||||||||||||||iltihap|||||||||||||||||||| By his action he had, as it were, washed away the shame and humiliation he had felt before. Par son action, il avait, pour ainsi dire, lavé la honte et l'humiliation qu'il avait ressenties auparavant. He could now think calmly of Alexey Alexandrovitch. He recognized all his magnanimity, but he did not now feel himself humiliated by it. Besides, he got back again into the beaten track of his life. |||||||alışılmış|||| De plus, il est revenu dans les sentiers battus de sa vie. He saw the possibility of looking men in the face again without shame, and he could live in accordance with his own habits. |||||||||||||||||içinde||||| One thing he could not pluck out of his heart, though he never ceased struggling with it, was the regret, amounting to despair, that he had lost her forever. |||||||||||||||||idi|||umutsuzluğa|||||||| Une chose qu'il ne pouvait pas arracher de son cœur, même s'il ne cessait de lutter avec, était le regret, équivalant au désespoir, de l'avoir perdue pour toujours. That now, having expiated his sin against the husband, he was bound to renounce her, and never in future to stand between her with her repentance and her husband, he had firmly decided in his heart; but he could not tear out of his heart his regret at the loss of her love, he could not erase from his memory those moments of happiness that he had so little prized at the time, and that haunted him in all their charm. |||kefaretini öd||||||o||zorunda||terk etmek|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||silmek|||||||||||||||||||||||| Que maintenant, ayant expié son péché contre le mari, il était obligé de la renoncer, et jamais à l'avenir de se tenir entre elle avec son repentir et son mari, il l'avait fermement décidé dans son cœur; mais il ne pouvait arracher de son cœur le regret de la perte de son amour, il ne pouvait effacer de sa mémoire ces moments de bonheur qu'il avait si peu pris à l'époque et qui le hantaient dans tout leur charme.

Serpuhovskoy had planned his appointment at Tashkend, and Vronsky agreed to the proposition without the slightest hesitation. But the nearer the time of departure came, the bitterer was the sacrifice he was making to what he thought his duty. Tačiau kuo arčiau buvo išvykimo laikas, tuo skaudesnė buvo auka, kurią jis laikė savo pareiga.

His wound had healed, and he was driving about making preparations for his departure for Tashkend. Sa blessure avait guéri et il conduisait pour préparer son départ pour Tachkend. Jo žaizda buvo užgijusi, ir jis važiavo ruošdamasis išvykti į Taškendą.

"To see her once and then to bury myself, to die," he thought, and as he was paying farewell visits, he uttered this thought to Betsy. «La voir une fois et puis m'enterrer, mourir», pensa-t-il, et alors qu'il faisait des visites d'adieu, il poussa cette pensée à Betsy. Charged with this commission, Betsy had gone to Anna, and brought him back a negative reply.

"So much the better," thought Vronsky, when he received the news. O halde|||||||||| "Tant mieux," pensa Vronsky, quand il reçut la nouvelle. "It was a weakness, which would have shattered what strength I have left." "C'était une faiblesse, qui aurait brisé la force qui me restait." Next day Betsy herself came to him in the morning, and announced that she had heard through Oblonsky as a positive fact that Alexey Alexandrovitch had agreed to a divorce, and that therefore Vronsky could see Anna.

Without even troubling himself to see Betsy out of his flat, forgetting all his resolutions, without asking when he could see her, where her husband was, Vronsky drove straight to the Karenins'. Olmadan||rahatsız etmek||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| He ran up the stairs seeing no one and nothing, and with a rapid step, almost breaking into a run, he went into her room. And without considering, without noticing whether there was anyone in the room or not, he flung his arms round her, and began to cover her face, her hands, her neck with kisses.

Anna had been preparing herself for this meeting, had thought what she would say to him, but she did not succeed in saying anything of it; his passion mastered her. She tried to calm him, to calm herself, but it was too late. His feeling infected her. Her lips trembled so that for a long while she could say nothing.

"Yes, you have conquered me, and I am yours," she said at last, pressing his hands to her bosom. "So it had to be," he said. "Donc ça devait être", dit-il. "So long as we live, it must be so. «Tant que nous vivons, il doit en être ainsi. I know it now." "That's true," she said, getting whiter and whiter, and embracing his head. |||||beyazlaşarak|||||| "Still there is something terrible in it after all that has happened." "It will all pass, it will all pass; we shall be so happy. Our love, if it could be stronger, will be strengthened by there being something terrible in it," he said, lifting his head and parting his strong teeth in a smile. |||||||||||||||||||||||açarak|||||| Notre amour, s'il pouvait être plus fort, sera renforcé par le fait qu'il y ait quelque chose de terrible en lui », dit-il en levant la tête et en écartant ses fortes dents en un sourire. And she could not but respond with a smile—not to his words, but to the love in his eyes. Et elle ne pouvait que répondre par un sourire - non pas à ses paroles, mais à l'amour dans ses yeux. She took his hand and stroked her chilled cheeks and cropped head with it. Elle prit sa main et caressa ses joues froides et coupa la tête avec.

"I don't know you with this short hair. You've grown so pretty. Tu es devenue si jolie. A boy. But how pale you are!" "Yes, I'm very weak," she said, smiling. And her lips began trembling again.

"We'll go to Italy; you will get strong," he said. "Can it be possible we could be like husband and wife, alone, your family with you?" she said, looking close into his eyes.

"It only seems strange to me that it can ever have been otherwise." "Il me semble seulement étrange que cela puisse jamais avoir été autrement." "Stiva says that he has agreed to everything, but I can't accept his generosity," she said, looking dreamily past Vronsky's face. "I don't want a divorce; it's all the same to me now. Only I don't know what he will decide about Seryozha." He could not conceive how at this moment of their meeting she could remember and think of her son, of divorce. Il ne pouvait pas concevoir comment, à ce moment de leur rencontre, elle pouvait se souvenir et penser à son fils, au divorce. What did it all matter? Qu'est-ce que tout cela importait?

"Don't speak of that, don't think of it," he said, turning her hand in his, and trying to draw her attention to him; but still she did not look at him. ||||||||||çevirerek|||||||||||||||||||| "Oh, why didn't I die! it would have been better," she said, and silent tears flowed down both her cheeks; but she tried to smile, so as not to wound him. To decline the flattering and dangerous appointment at Tashkend would have been, Vronsky had till then considered, disgraceful and impossible. Refuser le rendez-vous flatteur et dangereux à Tashkend aurait été, Vronsky avait jusque-là considéré, honteux et impossible. But now, without an instant's consideration, he declined it, and observing dissatisfaction in the most exalted quarters at this step, he immediately retired from the army. Mais maintenant, sans un instant de considération, il la refusa, et observant le mécontentement dans les quartiers les plus élevés à ce pas, il se retira aussitôt de l'armée. A month later Alexey Alexandrovitch was left alone with his son in his house at Petersburg, while Anna and Vronsky had gone abroad, not having obtained a divorce, but having absolutely declined all idea of one. ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||ama||||||| Po mėnesio Aleksejus Aleksandrovičius liko vienas su sūnumi savo namuose Peterburge, o Anna ir Vronsky išvyko į užsienį, nesulaukę skyrybų, tačiau visiškai atsisakę visų idėjų. Een maand later werd Alexey Alexandrovitch alleen gelaten met zijn zoon in zijn huis in Petersburg, terwijl Anna en Vronsky naar het buitenland waren gegaan, zonder echtscheiding te hebben verkregen, maar absoluut elk idee van een te hebben afgewezen.